thesuncameouttoplay: I’m suffocating on all the words I’ve left…

thesuncameouttoplay:

I’m suffocating on all the words I’ve left unsaid.
Choking on the emotions I’ve refused myself the privilege to embody.
Drowning in my own denial, because i’m too fearful of facing the rejection I know inevitably waits beyond the walls of this existence.
I need to breathe.
I need to vent.
I need to marinate in the truth and perhaps accept a small defeat.
For even though it feels as if I may just break,
I will first find new ways to bend.
#writtenbysjana

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