maddymangoes:I have some how been blessed with a work free sunny…

maddymangoes:

I have some how been blessed with a work free sunny Saturday. I even made myself a smoothie bowl, the first smoothie I’ve eaten in three months. I’ve been sitting outside with my book, enjoying the blue skies and warmth on my skin. It’s still far from being what I consider warm, but winter ends in just under a week (a week of ten degree weather and rain, might I add). It’s amazing how much the weather affects my mood. When the sun is out and I can sit outside without shivering, everything inside me changes. My anxiety has been all over the place over the last few day. Small things affect me as if they are ten times bigger, and I can’t stop my brain from spiralling into this negative and anxious state. But the sun is almost like a drug, pulling me out of my worries and filling me with light. Temporarily light, but light just the same. My pans for the rest of the day mostly involve sitting outside and taking advantage of this small opportunity of sunshine after a freezing and wet winter. Reading my book, listening to music and drinking kombucha.
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